Lyrical Breakdown of Heavy - A Journey through Words and Rhymes

Deformity, a bodily malformation, check

Distortion, or disfigurement, check

A Deform, person or thing, check

Gross, ugliness, check

I don't wanna take this, I don't wanna carry this, I don't wanna lift this

Everyday, when I wake, wishin' was a way that I can rip this

Off of my shoulder off of my back, like a big boulder got me off track

I don't wanna be seen lookin' like that

I'm looking at it, it's mean lookin' right back

Ugly, bloody, pussin', heavy

Way more sinister than Leatherface, Jason or Fuckin' Freddy

And that shit weighs me down, got me going crazy now

Lazy round my place, 'cause I got shit right side of my face

How did I get it?

How did I grow it?

How do I cock back and just blow it off

Surgery yes you know it cost and I ain't goin out to show it off

I'm just stuck in here, with this fuckin' weird stuff in near

Crushin', pussin', bustin' till it up and clears

I'm ready, it's wicked, it's gotta be deadly

It's everything you can imagine, bad, twisted, evil and medley

Down into eternal fire, this is where it lead me

Can hardly hold it up because this thing is so fucking heavy

(Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that?

Oh my god, disgusting, repulsive, what the fuck?

It's not a tumor, fuck the rumor

I need more to go,

Stop staring at this mutherfucking side show)

Heavy (When everyone you love got needs)

Heavy (I'll shove start to buckle at the kness)

Heavy (My lord said this slow heal carry

And if it don't then it might get scary)

Heavy

Cha!

Gotta cover it up, gotta go outside to get food

How when the smell is like shit stew?

The way people are staring and lookin 'it gets cruel

Bad when I'm shoppin', at the walmart

They be laughin', then a brawl starts

'Cause they wanna pick on a muthafucker

With deformities, bless yall heart

I'm sick of it, when it's on my back

I can't even get a women to kiss on this, face

I don't even want to live on this, place

Because all people givin' is hate

And your really gonna get it bad if your, disfigured

The more these sick gigglers

Pointed my heavy load it gets bigger

They call me hunchback and I wish they wouldn't taunt that

They be lookin' at a nigga like I woke up

And showin straight up shittin' in their lunch sack

Kids, grown ups, dogs, cats

All be lookin' and pointing at this deformity on my back

Taking over me, I'm slowly, turning into it

This repulsive, nasty, heavy, sick, humongous pile of shit

Under my skin, infecting my blood

Like I have some kind of disease,

It's too big and bulgin out of my jacket and everybody sees it

(Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that?

Oh my god, disgusting, repulsive, what the fuck?

It's not a tumor, fuck the rumor

I need more to go

Stop staring at this mutherfucking side show)

Heavy (When everyone you love got needs)

Heavy (I'll shove start to buckle at the kness)

Heavy (My lord said this slow heal carry

And if it don't then it might get scary)

Heavy

What is it? With this load I carry there's problems in my life

Got big problems with the IRS and problems with my wife

Got a lot of problems with this music career, problems with my mom

And I gotta solve 'em quick they fallen on me

It's a problem with this shit on, and it's heavy

When everybody depends on you to be the shot caller

And you pushin, tryin to get all of your people

Over the wall, but the shit got taller

But you tough and determined, you rough and you learnin'

You cannot do if you not baller

So you get it and hit it one after another

And look, the lump got smaller